Finally a break from the chaos of college. Fall break is here and for me this means going to my new house for the first time. My dad picked me up from school and on very little sleep we made the drive. I hadn’t seen him in months and you could tell because he replayed everything I’d missed while I was away at college. Needless to say I was awake for the 4 hour drive. I got sad when I saw the Nebraska state sign and anxious when I saw the Iowa state sign. Not that I’ve never seen it before, but this time it was different. We pulled into my new driveway and my curiosity hit hard. I left the car before my dad managed to turn it off. I walked inside to hug my mom and then quickly explored each inch of the house. I approved. It’s smaller than anywhere I’ve ever lived before, but it’s nice. Now I sit on my bed, the same bed that has made it from all my other homes. It comforts me to know everything hasn’t changed.
I’ve been unpacking for 2 days now. And by unpacking I mean I’ve made piles. I have a pile of trash, including stuffed animals, shoes I don’t wear, trophies I have no use for, and papers of everything from college recruits to old bank statements. I have a pile of clothes for donation. And a pile of stuff I really don’t know what to do with. I have all my college stuff in one corner away from the mess. And stacks of all my clean and newly folded laundry. Nothing on the walls. No pictures up. It’s definitely not my room yet.
I feel bad for everything I’m throwing away; Lots of memories and keepsakes, but I really have no use for it. I won’t miss it, so why keep it?
Not much else is going on here in Iowa. It’s good to be with the family and it’s refreshing to spend some time alone; Gives me time to think. I’m trying to see if I can picture myself here for a longer period of time. So far the answer is no, but who knows, maybe I could make something of my time here. Hey it’s been 2 days and I’m not miserable yet. :)
